haizz...
this week is not a great week for me.
so many heart aches in just one week ._.
heart ache number 1.: my e-maths paper lost 4 marks becoz of a careless mistake.
heart ache no.2: my fren starts toking those depressing things again
heart ache no.3: my classification shoot failed due to my lousy aiming + the teacher go make the board slanted so its hard to shoot.
heart ache no.4: cross-country run. did not do my best and so the 3 girls (izzati, yesmeen and jiali) took over me at the last min.
heart ache no.5: my dad just got fired and so now he is jobless.

haiz =/
nvm nvm.
im gonna try to pick myself up frm this whole bunch of failures.
guess God is trying to show me how hard it is to get over these heart aches and treat it as if it was no big deal.
guess God is also trying to show me tt i sometimes i cld be the cause of someone becoming like someone hu is not realli happy.
i have seen how ppl suffered.
and so im gonna fix those damages tt i have caused.(well most of them)
well wad has been done cannot be undone.
so im just gonna learn frm these things and start working frm there.
im gonna do wadever i can to help others as well as help myself.
ive alreadi started doin tt.
like helping mrs lee load some stuff onto the car and becoz of tt janice,farhana and me were the last students to leave the place.
janice even got scolded by her mum becoz she went home late.
npcc ma =x
must help ppl derhs lol.
ahem.
anyways,
today's chinese new yr celebration was soso ba.
i almost fell asleep during the first half of the performance but after tt things started to spice up.
den after the whole performance thing we all went home.
well some still stayed bak to watch the teachers release the coi into the pond.
other than tt the rest went bak.
i went bak to get rdy to go out wif shan shan and meiqi and jose.
we went to douby ghaut den walk walk around.
den jose went home while me ,meiqi and shan go around bishan to find for my shoes o.o
to buy them of course.
we took some neoprints here and there lol.
while we were looking for my shoes,
we saw desmond and gang o.o
desmond saw us and he went "ehhhh" and point at us wif his freakishly smiling face =x
den after tt bought the shoes tt i wan lerh we went home.
was dead tired.
waiting for the bus and saw my dad.
first thing saw his face i noe tt he has been fired liao.
see im so smart =x
but still its kinda sad o.o
more nagging in the house frm 1st march onwards.
less $$
more difficult times =/
and more conflicts -.-
i alreadi sms to my bro telling him tt our dad got fired lerh.
still no reply yet.
=/
haiz..


neoprints removed.
scared later ppl anyhow take lol.